.......

have i been the red ant to bite you when you are eating candy?
have i been the rain to come down when you are happy?

it all so painfull true,
that i dont want hurt no one,

but no one,
understand this heart,
feel inside deep cuts,
that's inflicted
too restricted,

cant move,
cant see,
cant do,
cant be,

crabs are you,
to pull me down,
to see me frown,
to have the crown,

greed are you,
to have it all,
to see fall,
to make believe and become it all

it is true?
you made these up?
which is which
i dont know what to believe in,

are you my friends,
or are you a masked villian,
that lie with me
in my bed,
when im most vulnerable,

why you taint,
such precious meets,
why you paint,
such deceits,

who are you?
who am i?
im so lost
help me

no dont!
you'll make it worse,
stop wont!!!
take this curse!!!

i swear,
till this take my grave,
ill see the day,
it coulnt be saved

i wish you hanged,
i wish you arrested,
blind, deaf, mute,
to all the others...

and those who pretend,
to be my friend,
fuck you all,
burn i will then,

to this day,
that charges this courage to make this say
is none but may,
beware today,
be aware it's coming ure way.....


see no evil, touch no evil, smell no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil

but will become evil when pushed against the wall of deceit.