Muscle Memory.

I had this flashback earlier this afternoon, when I was half asleep. My mind is being real cruel - tricking my lips in feeling that Hers were on mine. It was so real.

Muscle memory.

I've been feeling numb and dead inside for sometime now. What happiness that returned during that brief period she was back here (though not with me, is mysteriously dissapeared without a trace. And now, sometimes, just sometimes, all I can think of is that I will never see her ever again. And my brain, just like an overloaded computer, just crashes. All logic escapes me.

Think but softly of me,
of mine gentle love,
true and innocent as a flock of doves.

Feel but strongly of mine vivid emotions,
Heavy with wanting you here,
Weary of not having you near.

I miss her.